Originally Posted by
trailrunrbyday 
I agree - be wary but don't beat yourself up. You are surrounded by people struggling day to day, hour to hour and you are not alone. Take a deep breath, and go for it again.
Thanks guys.. I get a lil sobriety and like every other drunk you think i will have a few.. But as soon as i took that first drink i had an overwhelming feeling of sadness and disgust.. Im glad i found this website.. Its great to come on this forum and not feel judged.. I appreciate every reply to my posts good bad or indifferent.. Thank you all for the support i will get thru this...