Hi Rosie
I'm with Carl I'm afraid - I think there is a difference (a very big one) between accepting that alcohol is all around us, and putting ourself directly in its path.
I needed a plan that went beyond 'don't drink' too.
I found quitting very very hard - I needed a lot of support, and I needed to make a lot of changes.
It's your life, your recovery and your call but I'm not sure I'd still be around if I helped someone with the home brewing.
Is it really that important?
D