Thank you again for this much needed support.
I haven't stopped crying or beating myself up since the event happened. I am very heartbroken over this situation. I need to be strong and hold my head up high. I am changing to better myself and it is a lot easier to do so knowing there is so many people working together down the road of sobriety. I would take it all back in an instant if I could.
I truly hope my boyfriend can appreciate my honesty and help me down this road. At this point it isn't looking good however.