Let Go and Let God. It happens in His time, however fast/slow that may be. Work on yourself and the rest will follow. Gos bless you.
Everyone said, Id come to no good, I knew I would pearly, believe them.
Half of my life, I spent doin time for some other fuckers crime,
The other half found me stumbling round drunk on burgundy wine.
But Ill get back on my feet again someday,
The good lord willin, if he says I may.
I know that the life Im livins no good,
Ill get a new start, live the life I should.
Ill get up and fly away, Ill get up and fly away, fly away.
-Wharf Rat, The Grateful Dead