What is the "point"? LIFE is the point, MLC. And I think you want that, or else you would not be reaching out to us.
I said in an earlier post that your children NEED you. My hope is that you take to heart even just one small thing any of your friends here have said. We care and want you to live a beautiful life.....But that cannot happen with drugs and alcohol.
Even if it's not the doctor you want right now, I hope you will keep your appointment. THAT is a start.