I dont know how to not drink tonight, and trying to think of it is horrible. Its the same everyday, dinner and a glass of wine. Then sit down on the sofa with the rest of the bottle while watching a film or reading a book,then maybe open another bottle. Its just what I do. Everyday. Its just so relaxing.I dont even like feeling drunk, I hate it if I go to bed and have the whole room sliding sideways. I just love the taste and I cant just have the one glass, once I have tasted it thats it, I just keep going.
So how do you stop? How do you not do the thing that you look forward to most all day long? How did you all stop that first day?