Glad you are on here. There is much support. I don't thin I would have made it through a home detoxing last weekend if I had not lived on this forum. I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin, could not sleep and had revolving sweats and chills. Each time I thought I would take a drink to calm my nerves I got on the forum and read everyone's stories until the urge passed. I feel pretty good now and am on my way to a better life. Take heart and plug into whatever support system you have.