Like I said, I hope you change your mind.
Think about it, none of us would still be in recovery if it didn't get better.
It does, and it will - but it will take a little time.
This is you three weeks ago
I quit cold turkey as well yesterday (although, if you want to get technical, I had my last drink at 8pm monday night so I'm a little over 2 days lol). I'm yet to feel any benefits, but I'll tell you one thing, I NEVER want to go through this again.
That starting again never gets easier....it gets harder
You definitely will not regret not writing yourself off tonight when you wake up tomorrow.
We'll be here no matter what you decide RQ
take care,
D