Hi: I agree the all the above posts, but would add that, since you sound like you are intending to get back into recovery ASAP, please don't beat yourself up too badly, relapse seems to happen quite often, and really you have no reason to feel guilt so long as up get up off the mat and move forward. As you mention issues about depression, you certainly don't need any extra guilt right now, although when you feel ready, you might want to look into the depression bit with the help of a therapist. So please don't beat yourself up, rather congratulate your self for getting back into recovery so quickly.--Sincerely wishing you the best, rick