Hi, my name is Katie and I've just relapsed.
Hi guys,
Just typing this to keep myself accountable for my actions because more than likely I won't end up rememebreing them.
Relapsed after a solid 3 andf half weeks sober. Came to the realization after 8 years of heavy drinking I was masking severe depression and alcohol took the better of me today....
Some positives are that I don't have a warrant for my arrest, nor for I have a new assault pending or third DUI...
Regardless, I'm not impressed that it's happened so soon.
Any adivce, I'll give a little detail.
As of when I became sober, I felt the normal withdrawals then felt amazing, waking up at a normal 7am hour, sleeping properly.
I enrolled in a diploma to begin uni afterwards while updating myself on a few short courses.
Does anyone feel like that was my mistake? Perhaps taking on a bit too much within my first month of sobriety?
I was just so pumped to have my mind back, have an amazing memory and the intense drive I used to have for learning and bettering myself.
So to speak, I "bit off more than I could chew"
Does anyone have a similar experience or understand what I'm talking about?
My intention is to not drink aftewr now (Yes, I'm a bit drunk right now)
I appreciate any response.
Thanks