I like what the other people say here, especially Outonalimb.
It is fine and helpful to think through past relationships and all.
Today, though, I think you should figure out what will make YOU happy right now and go do it. Just for you. Just because you deserve it!
There's always a pair of HIIIIIII-gh red heels with your name on them, waiting for you....
Something funny, something that makes you laugh, something outrageous, something that tells you're worth a whole lot
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