you are absolutely right Dee. The only way I can explain it is I feel like I have tumbleweed getting blown around inside my stomach.
I cant believe I am having such a hard time expressing myself but it just seems I cant get anything out right.
Thanks for the advice. I get scared because this is the kind of thing that has sparked my depression in the past. Next thing I know I stop showering and then the compulsive behavior takes over!
The difference now is that I can recognize those signs which I am thankful for. Wow. I could be a good case study for someone