Originally Posted by
Wishful78 
And I am a touring musician out on tour now just got off stage. Their is booze everywhere all the time. But I believe I can make the change I don't want to lose my marriage
I am a retired navy musician and can identify with what you're saying. I toured a lot, played in clubs, parties, many ceremonies and parades. I haven't played a note since retiring for the very reason you stated above. I didn't want to try to make a living in night clubs and the touring circuit. I was married 15 years when I came to AA and 24 years when I retired. Haven't found it necessary to drink since and I've been retired almost 27 years. So, do the math. AA works if you work it. Point is, I had to get sick and tired of being sick and tired before I was ready to change. I didn't want to lose my wife and family. I was afraid to drink, and I was afraid not to drink. I guess it boils down to your threshold of fear and pain. Which will hurt more? Losing your wife, or not drinking? Your choice!