I am checking out of here. I read a lot where there is support, words of encouragement, etc for many posters who are at some stage of recovery/stopping/relapsing. To be truthful, I read where people keep saying just keep reading and posting and we are here for you. That has not been my experience. If I have offended in any way, my apologies. I have to make this happen for my and for my family, and I fully am working harder than I ever have before to make this happen. Maybe, hopefully, god willing, I will get there. Until then, my best to all of you.
Steve