I had 8 days not drinking and now 8 days drinking. That 8 days was the first 8 days in row in about 7 years. I so sick of this and yet each day I buy another bottle. I don't feel well. I don't look well and my home and work lives are suffering and yet..... What a thing to have to deal with. And I know if I don't deal with it soon, it will deal with me. I keep telling a friend who has been sober with a couple of brief stumbles for the past 4 years that I need to quit. He keeps telling me he wants to hear may say I want to quit.