I had a look at this site :
http://www.choosehelp.com/alcohol-re...ence-to-change
in trying to find some answers to 'Alcoholic Ambivalence' .
This may be helpful for
''Many people delay or avoid alcoholism treatment for a couple of reasons:
1 You feel like you can’t succeed
2 You have some ambivalence about changing ''
the article is by :
John Lee
Editor
and it's headed:
Are You Ready to Quit Drinking? Overcoming Ambivalence to Change