Gotta say the idea of aa makes me pretty nauseous. ( another denial ? ) reality is it scares the crap out of me. I think ringing and making the appt with the therapist is the next good move to make. Just have to pick up the phone. God 😳
Here's a question :does anyone just stop eating when they drink ? That's been my m. O for last few weeks. Went to my sisters other night had a bit of weed and ate three plates of food like a starving person ! I know I should I just can't face it. Me ! A chef ?!!! Cigerettes are being consumed in high dose though. And does everyone think why ? Why me ? Why couldn't I just be like everyone else.