I've majorly embarrassed myself here. I've insulted people that know what they are doing. Now what?
This was my the best thing for recovery that I've found in 10 years.
All I can say is that it was very real for me when it was happening.
I wish I could make all of that unhappen.
I still need help. My parents are on their way in a few hours. Then Monday I have to bite the bullet.
Lots of sleep later is a good idea.
I don't know how to get the forgiveness I will need from the people here that I have insulted.
Please I will need your help.