I stopped drinking yesterday, even though my husband thinks I have been sober for almost a week. I didn't think it would be this hard. I haven't smoked a cigarette in almost a year but had one today, instead of trying to sneak a drink. I have tried going to AA meetings I have been to two and didn't really feel like it helped me. I really want a sponsor so in my weak moments they can help me stay on track.
I really need to get this under control, bc I hate having something control me.
