Update
Update: I have partial custody of my niece and nephew. Their mom and I co-parent. My brother is still an addict as are my parents. I find myself in a very dark place and some days I dont think ill make it to tomorrow. I havent spoken to my brother in over a year but I see him almost daily which hurts me even more in the long run knowing he is right there laughing, talking, smiling and still not giving a damn that our relationship is nonexistant. Reading my old posts makes me sad that im still in this awful place mentally years later. Will it ever end?