Originally Posted by jkb

MTN and Freshstart...
Thank you both. I DONT WANT ANOTHER STUPID DAY ONE....EVER AGAIN. I am acting crazy. I am panicking which is not helping considering I have a genuine panic disorder. The only reason I am still here at work is to entertain the stupid beast. "Will I take the beer or wont I thinking....." I dont drink anymore....why would I take the beer? (me) Because its snowing and it will be hard to come back and get it later. (av). I should just go home. Thank you so much...I am not looking at that beer fridge anymore. Just going to go home and enjoy what is suppose to be my first sober weekend in forever. Maybe read some RR.
P.S. I see the av in the above post where I wrote "suppose to be"....lol..