I think that way lies madness Matt.
We can't change the past.
Wishing that we could, over and over, probably means we're not letting go of a lot of the kinds of things we used to drink over.
I think it's better to think that everything we've been through - good and bad - has bought us to where we are now.
we can't change the past - but we can make amends to our loved ones now and build a great future
D