Nicky Grats on 11 months! I worry that someday in the future I'll wake up and decide to go back to drinking or have the strongest urge ever. But I make myself trust in the fact that for the last 8 months it hasn't happened. I've had good times and bad times am I haven't picked back up. I know all we have is today and people relapse after all sorts of amounts of sober time. But I try to think about most thigs in whatever light they help me keep going. I feel like I've read people getting more anxious as they close in on a year. Don't know why. But you're doing a great job. Keep doing what you're doing. And nothing can erase the reason we decided to never drink again.