Hello Petewill,
Welcome to the community. I felt the same way you did, early in my recovery. Now that I have over 5 years in recovery I find my world filled with true friends. I hardly have any 'spare' time. I never knew I could enjoy so many activities without having alcohol or drugs involved. You will find things that you like to do also.
46 days is fantastic.....any day an alcoholic doesn't drink is a gift. I am glad to be on the journey with you. Keep up the good work, it's working
