46 days sober.....
Hello.... I have 46 days going sober and things are going well.. I go to meetings, sponsor, and am again doing the steps.. I have to admit though, lately or specifically tonite - I have been feeling like I am missing something.. not the drinking and the drama it causes, more like "socially" meetings aren't enough. I did go to an AA superbowl party..... I guess it's that lonely feeling that I got rid off when I drank. at that point i was just wasted and did not mind being isolated and by myself. Does anybody with a little time in feel this too? Don't get me wrong, I have lot's of other things I do.. play music, web and graphic design, kids.... just an emptiness this evening. sorry if i"m rambling.. thanks for reading.