Hi Ruddy,
Congrats and all the best to you during this difficult time. I've tried to quit on my own so many times I've lost count. This go around I decided to give AA a try and it's really helping me. 1 month sober and feeling great today. Give it a shot, if it's not for you then no one forces you to go back and if it helps you like it's helping me you're set. It's just a bunch of people like us, people trying to get better and stay sober. Best of luck to you, regardless of how you proceed you're making some good choices