I would say that whatever works for you and makes you happy is what you should keep doing. But it doesn't sound like you're happy at all in your sobriety. Maybe I'm reading your original post wrong. The way I'm understanding your posts, you know you don't want to use any more, but you don't want to work for sobriety or make any changes in your life to be happy in sobriety (it doesn't matter if that's NA or something else, although you said you didn't even give NA a chance). Maybe I'm misinterpreting what you wrote. So if you're content, keep doing what you're doing and you'll keep getting what you're getting.