Originally Posted by
RocketQueen 
I guess it really doesn't help that when I drank, I would be sitting in front of the computer for hours on end. This is where I did my dirty business, right here in this spot. The computer is somewhat of a trigger (I guess you could say) for me.
I'm going to go have a cry now, then I think I'm going to move my computer into another room to change surroundings.
RQ
Hey RocketQueen - you named the problem! I was going to suggest that you either use your phone (there is an app!)
move the PC or if you have a laptop and wifi go outside. I just think its the the habit of what you used to do. Ignore the story threads about past behavior, for now.
Look I'm 30 days without alcohol and I had a pretty big habit... i did my drinking in front of the TV ...and it still bugs but is way better. The Superbowl is going to be tough!
If this seems like your only way to feel supported...I think it might be worth feeling your feelings and just know it will pass.
Best of Luck