I believe our experience is subjective . Sometimes when in love for instance things seem brighter and more intence .
As i get older and tend to appreciate the world around me for it's awe inspiring beuty a lot more, i do believe with the path i walk i can acheieve different levels of conciousness , there is freedom and beuty in it simmalar to a high but no downside insofar as i can see .
Bestwishes, M