Thank you all for your thoughts an encouragement, it means a lot to me.
My first non-drunk, non-hungover Thanksgiving in more yeas than I can remember.
I'm really motivated to make my first meeting. If things get bad I'm going to call the AA central office number, and perhaps ask for a ride to one.
Woke up before dawn today and realized no matter what happens I don't have to have that first drink
Day twelve is off to a good start.
Thanks again I'm grateful for each and every one of you,
Thorn