I've been through outpatient rehab and didn't drink for ten days, we all got stories i realise but this is first time for me. i can do it, crazy though it sounds its like there's 2 people in my head. my family will stick by me, im just sober, alone and sober. i dont want to sound contrite, we all deal but i', ******* hurting real real bad. i smoke ciggarettes and thank god im not trying to both at once. but this alcoholism... is ******