Firegirl
You'll be OK. Just stay strong. If you've been along to AA in the past, you'll be familiar with the "I NEED HELP HERE AND NOW" scenario!!
God grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.
It works!
Weary
Nice to see another Brit here. My fiancee comes from Harrogate. We're spending Christmas in Scotland and New Year in the Harrogate and York area. You'll recognise me, because I'll be the one staying sober but having a great time in the process.
Rich