2 days after my last drunk, i finally wanted help and decided it was time for AA. i went to a meeting that night, puled in the drive, fear of the unknown had me pull out and go home. i was extremely miserable and spent the night crying.the next day i went to a meeting, this time with courage. i made it in and the only thing i could say when the meeting started was,'im tom im an alcoholic and i cant take it anymore." it ws al i could say. i didnt have to say anything else; those people knew.
that was in april 2005. i kept goin, got the big book of AA, did what it said, and not only havent drank since, but have been given a new life. it ws the best move i ever made.