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I have been sober for 1wk and 3 days. YEAH!! But I'm just having some anxiety about tomorrow. I work in a restaurant/ bar and we are having a pot luck for turkey day and of course there is an open bar. Damn! The people I work with are the hardest ones to hang out with since I've sobered up.
I dont want to sound like a baby. I do know I don't have to drink. I am so hard headed. You think I would have learned it before. I had 10 yrs clean, then for some stupid reason thought I'd be able to drink cause I have never drank. I learned in 2 years what it took me many years to learn the first time around. An addict is an alcoholic. A drug is a drug. It's all the same. It's all bad. I'm scared for tomorrow but I have plans to meet a friend in recovery tomorrow night.