Thanks everyone, I am really being tested here lately. A friends daughter was found dead this morning - cause of death unknown right now but is is thought to be a heart attack - she was in her late thirties. I am having house guests for the weekend starting tomorrow and hoping that will take my mind off of things. I have a lot to be thankful for and all the crap that has happened to me lately pales in comparison to losing a child. It makes me ashamed that I even got upset over it. A wine was tempting, but I didn't.