Here we go again but this time i screwed up....
Hey all. Its been a while since I last visited the site and a lot has happened since. Just a short insight. I meet and fell deep in love with an addict. He cheated I forgive him, I brought him two cars and we moved in together then his cheating continued. I kicked him out and got a restraining order. I found out I was pregnant and brought him back into my life we moved in together again and I taught he was doing ok. Did not seem that he was on drugs but he cheated on me again and this time I feel like the only time he is committed to me or give me what I deserve is when I am pregnant. But he asked me to move in with him after I miscarried. But I think he has intimacy issues where I am the girl he takes home to his parents, and friends but he needs other girls on the side to make him feel better but I think that he may be using again and its what makes him do what he does???? Am I just setting myself up to be just trash for this guy?