I am having such a hard time accepting the choices my son has made especially after all the family support he has been given these last several years, now i fear his grandparents and his father are done an i am left to be the only one here for him, my heart is heavy, sad and broken, it seems my worries show lack of faith but faith is the only thing that has gotten me this far, now as he faces a few years in jail possibly....i just dont know what to do anymore. i try to look at it in the positive, that he is being rescued from himself by going to jail for awhile, that this will save him from an overdose, so many things cross my mind but i just cant focus on anything but him and his troubles and i am worn out emotionally, mentally and now it is taking toll on my health