Originally Posted by
losngevrythng 
Hi. It had recently come to my attention I have a problem with alcohol when my beloved boyfriend dumped me due to me blacking out and saying some horrible things to him. Also in the same night I was informed that I will need to start looking for a new place soon. Its been very rough few days with immense amount of feeling utterly alone.
This was also my story. I can remember it so well, though it was a long time ago now. I had to pack and leave our apartment. I remember the tears, hurt, confusion...
Natom's advice is spot on:
"We can lost a lot through our addictions. But what we gain in our recovery outweighs the loss we felt. Take it easy, nice and simple, and one day at a time".
I have been in therapy and sober for over a year now. I actually met my ex in the street a few months ago. He has moved on, and is happy, and to be honest, I was happy that he is happy
My anger and sadness are just not there anymore
So you can do this, one day at a time