the only numbers i have are from people over an hour away and like i said, i'm letting tonight go so i can be at my best tomorrow and really get rolling. take it as an excuse but i'm getting it done. i'm not going to hide from my husband. like he told me this morning, if i fall down, i better make sure i get the f*ck back up. i want to make sure i get to my appointment tomorrow. that's my focus. i CANNOT miss that appointment! going to a meeting won't make me any less drunk. it will only take away time from me. why do you think i'm here. i'm here to keep my mind in the game. i'm here because this is something i can do while i'm taking care of what i need to take care of to make tomorrow happen.