Originally Posted by
Lily1918 
I find myself future trippin. "will
he write? will
he really stay clean this time? shouldn't I be glad that
he reached out for help? does
he love me? or use me?
He wants me to write and visit.... undecided there. I can't wait to get my butt back to Nar anon this week. sorry for the vent
thanks for listening
There was a time I was unable to think or communicate about anything other than my addicted daughter. I lost myself and my self worth dependend on what she did or not. How the hell-o had I managed to become sicker than she was? How did my wellbeing become so attached to what I could not control? I gave up trying to figure it out and decided to stop- just stop giving up on the only thing I controlled- my own reaction.