I related to your thought Paddler about the reality that your body can't handle/process alcohol. I learned this the hard way. I was in such denial. It took a trip to the hospital with a serious injury and my doctor telling me I was lucky I didn't die....all starting with "I'll just have a few". Coffee has now taken on a new meaning along with my sobriety now! My life is good now and reading these posts remind me to not take my sobriety lightly!