Originally Posted by
Anoronha 
Sometimes I miss going out and drinking and drinking all my favorite beers. I feel like the only young person in recovery though that is not true. I have no intention of returning to my old life but sometimes it is hard. I attended my first women's meeting and met a lot of young women there. I miss beer a lot sometimes but I know if I go out again I may not make it back to AA for another 20 years or I may never make it back. I'm 28 years old.
I am young also... Do I miss my vodka? Would be lying if I told that I don't. But I know it was killing me... I had no intention of returning also, but I did. Stay strong, do not drink again please!