Man it is nice to hear that other people went through this. If anyone else felt like me this long please let me know.
Thank you Hevyn and Wastinglife!! I appreciate more than I could ever say!!
2granddaughters, yesterday would have been my second meeting. It went well but my Anxiety was really bothering me at the time. If or when I want a drink I know where to go.
I slept great again last night. Now I have slight Anxiety, not as bad as yesterday but it feels like it is fighting me to be bad.
The good thing is I know that I can still feel good as last night proved that to me. I just want my life back. God I want my Life back!
Thank you all!!!