Punkin50, I am so sorry for your plight. Take courage, it will be better when you are away and on your own. I am your age, and every day that goes by since I left on July 4th is better than a day back there.
Can you get someone lined up to help you tomorrow if your AH doesn't come through? Try calling your minister, or maybe Alanon or the domestic violence people. There will be somebody somewhere to help if you need them - just keep looking!
If you can't get out through the door, try the window.
ShootingStar1