Honey, I'm so sorry. Can I tell you, it's why this time around I picked a man who has never done a drug, has drank maybe four times in his life and never smoked either. I have to take care of me, and I relapsed on him, and I'm getting myself back on track because not only am I worth it, but he is too, he loves me, cares about me and supports me.
I hope you will keep sharing and posting, I'll be around here tonight because it's been a long week. This will be my first Friday in a several months that I haven't stopped and picked up a bottle of wine because "it's Friday." Hang in there, and again, I am sorry, I'm sure you feel devastated.