STEVE!!!! You sound wonderful to me. Why not try looking and just letting it happen?
You know, the man I met and am now engaged to I met online. He's is the sweetest, most caring, loving man EVER!!! Now the jokes non-stop can be a little nerving at times, ha ha!! But I found a good one and my entire life (while I was a broken mess) I had nothing but jerks for boyfriends, and my X husband...???? What I know now, WTH was I thinking???
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You're not alone, and I adored your post, it was lovely, thanks for sharing your feelings with us. ~ Vegi.