pray for me
I know all the rules, I know all the phrases, I know all the tricks and reasons and rational, but now, I need prayers. I don't need a kick in the teeth, I need a hug. I am tired of feeling alone and I know I am not, but some days are harder than others. It has been rainy here for over a week and that drives me nuts too. He just expects me to forget everything and go on and I can't and I don't want to. So, please keep me in your prayers and I will keep all of you in mine. This site has saved my life, litereally, more than one time. Pray that I will have the strength to do what I need to do and follow through on my recovery and not just "exist".