Fandy
Thanks a lot for your help. Really, its priceless. I already feel more relaxed and people have told me my expression changed.
As anvilhead said, a home is supposed to be a sanctuary.
I hope I can get an artistīs wood table soon ! and an internet connection.
Thatīs all I need.
Haha Pox. I was thinking, perhaps things ending 'badly' is a good sign ? Before, in my total codie mode, I would have said ' haha! fine ! take whatever you need! in fact, take it ALL! PLEASE be my friend '
So for someone who never expressed any anger or anything at all maybe its good news I am getting angry when boundaries are trespassed. I am new to this boundary thing. Hopefully in the future I will be more calm and rational. Or better, I donīt have to interact with similar characters anymore....