And what will you do the next day? We feel like crap, and then "hey, I feel better, I think I drink sounds good", and then there we go...
Have you been to a meeting yet? Ever tried one? Even done one here on SR?
I have learned that you CANNOT work your own program, you are always surely to fail that way. Get some help, I encourage you. If you have health insurance, use it, insurances now cover addiction and mental health just as it would cancer and/or heart disease... Just so you know.
