I was a die hard wine guy. I still have some very nice high end zins from the last wine tasting weekend in Sonoma. I realized my life revolved around drinking. My hobbies had to include alcohol. Early on sobriety is difficult. But I'm 3 months sober now and it's better than any wine night ever was. My Riedels just sit on the shelf now and the wines in the rack are collecting dust. Best thing I have ever done for myself. It will be for you too. Just stick to it.